what am i feeling now? A tinge of disappointment and helplessness, but other than that, looking forward to my new adventure at my new cubicle tomorrow onwards. Sad to say, after getting used to my original cubicle, I have to move to a new cubicle after 2 months. Will miss the squabble and funny bickering between the uncles and aunties.

Changes are inevitable, be it the environment or the attitude of people, I just have to customize to it. I believe I can get along with most people, but there are some that I believe are abit too insensitive to the people around. Making remarks that dosent first go through the big brain. Treating some people as invisible dosent makes you a saint or shows people that you have super sonic eyes, in fact it just portrait you as a arrogant and aloof dude. Yes, some people can get along with you, but that will also mean that they will need to have the same bad attitude as you to be able to do so.

Other than that, people are generally nice creatures. Some are especially nice, who can make my day with simple gestures like a "hello" or message or just a heartwarming smile. Perhaps I need more of such people around me to make me a happier man.

Sleeping is a perfect way to get away from my current state of mind, even if its momentarily, for it keeps me energized for the challenges that lies ahead. Wish for happiness for one and all..=)

Dancing baby

First time dancing in front of 80 odd people. Well, I guess it is a good experience. The people are practically laughing all the way for that 4 minutes of dance. I cant help but giggle while I dance, but I guess the moustache that we wore make it all the more hilarious and we definitely looked dumb. The kids present must be laughing at all the weird big brothers dancing at the front. Even the ah neh working there smiled at us when we dance. It is really 班门弄斧, dancing bollywood in front of ah neh. Simply hilarious.

However, I do feel happy after that, because a cute little baby girl presented flowers to all of us! She is actually one of the daughters of my principal engineer. She is so so so so cute. Everyone is taking turns to play with her and carry her. She is not scared of anybody, and that makes it all the more easier to play with her. She can actually eat alot. She just open her mouth after like 10 seconds for more each time I feed her with some meat from a chicken wing. I really wonder does she know what she is eating, or does she even bite before swallowing. Apparently she is also eyeing my bee hoon and spring roll. Practically, she eats anything, according to her mum. Oh, and she keeps on wanting to take the flower that she gave me too. Haha, She is just so cute, simply adorable! Anyway, I hope some of the photos and videos of us dancing don't get posted on facebook. *cross fingers*

Its the long weekend, but I don't really feel excited about it. Why uh? No idea too.

Perhaps I should be more insensitive, afterall I am the one getting hurt, so why bother?