同样的孩子，不一样的命

Went to my uncle's house yesterday. First thing that greeted me were 3 screaming kids, aged 6, 4 and 2 at the doorstep when the door bell is pressed. The gate opened and the kids were jumping around, giving us a warm welcome. It felt so nice to have such adorable kids around, who can brighten up your ever gloomy days if there are any. The children are so happy to have visitors around, because that will mean that they are spared from doing homework for that specific time. The kids showcased their array of toys and books to me. I do not think they are in need of anything, from piano to tuition to toys to ipad, they have it all. They are really very lucky, and I got to admit that they are very fun to play with, especially the youngest girl, so so so cute that i cant get my hands off her.

However, on the other hand, other kids may not be born to be so lucky. Our company held a family day at ASPN Tanglin special school this afternoon, providing the children there an afternoon of games, food, food and gifts that we bought for them. The children there are not born as lucky as you and me. Some of them have lower IQ than average people for their age, some has down-syndrome and others with varying problems that may make them an outcast in a normal society. Some may be 16 year-old, but has a mentality or maturity that of a 10 year old. I had some contact with a 16 year old girl with down-syndrome today, and realized that she is a shy girl in nature. They are happy with simple things that may not seemed significant to us. For example, I gave her some of my nuggets, apple pie and chilli sauces and she seemed happy about it.

Another thing that struck me was what one of the DSTA staff told me when I was talking to the little girl. I only realised today that the staff has a daughter with some intellectual disabilities as she shared some stories with me about her daughter. She said that these kids are very direct in their expression, unlike normal people like us, who will think twice and react according to situation so as not to offend people around us. For example, when the kids do not like you, they will shrug you away if you attempt to go near them, if this happen in the public, people might think that they are weird or unfriendly and give them unfriendly stares. Conversely, when the kids are happy or like you, they may just come forward and give you a hug to show their love and affection for you. However, if such a situation are to happen in the public, the woman who are being hugged will most probably shout molest immediately. This is just one of the many things that she told me. After hearing this, I felt a sudden pity and admiration for the staff, for showing such care and making extraordinary effort to take care of her kids with special needs. No wonder she said her greatest joy is being able to communicate efficiently with her kids.

On top of all these serious stuffs, I did have fun today interacting and playing with the kids there. I must admit I am getting old, playing tele-matches can make me quite tired. haha. really re-lived my days of doing cheers and playing such games. It is really a meaningful occasion, bringing fun and gifts to the children at the end of the day, and seeing the smile on their faces. =)

what am i feeling now? A tinge of disappointment and helplessness, but other than that, looking forward to my new adventure at my new cubicle tomorrow onwards. Sad to say, after getting used to my original cubicle, I have to move to a new cubicle after 2 months. Will miss the squabble and funny bickering between the uncles and aunties.

Changes are inevitable, be it the environment or the attitude of people, I just have to customize to it. I believe I can get along with most people, but there are some that I believe are abit too insensitive to the people around. Making remarks that dosent first go through the big brain. Treating some people as invisible dosent makes you a saint or shows people that you have super sonic eyes, in fact it just portrait you as a arrogant and aloof dude. Yes, some people can get along with you, but that will also mean that they will need to have the same bad attitude as you to be able to do so.

Other than that, people are generally nice creatures. Some are especially nice, who can make my day with simple gestures like a "hello" or message or just a heartwarming smile. Perhaps I need more of such people around me to make me a happier man.

Sleeping is a perfect way to get away from my current state of mind, even if its momentarily, for it keeps me energized for the challenges that lies ahead. Wish for happiness for one and all..=)

Dancing baby

First time dancing in front of 80 odd people. Well, I guess it is a good experience. The people are practically laughing all the way for that 4 minutes of dance. I cant help but giggle while I dance, but I guess the moustache that we wore make it all the more hilarious and we definitely looked dumb. The kids present must be laughing at all the weird big brothers dancing at the front. Even the ah neh working there smiled at us when we dance. It is really 班门弄斧, dancing bollywood in front of ah neh. Simply hilarious.

However, I do feel happy after that, because a cute little baby girl presented flowers to all of us! She is actually one of the daughters of my principal engineer. She is so so so so cute. Everyone is taking turns to play with her and carry her. She is not scared of anybody, and that makes it all the more easier to play with her. She can actually eat alot. She just open her mouth after like 10 seconds for more each time I feed her with some meat from a chicken wing. I really wonder does she know what she is eating, or does she even bite before swallowing. Apparently she is also eyeing my bee hoon and spring roll. Practically, she eats anything, according to her mum. Oh, and she keeps on wanting to take the flower that she gave me too. Haha, She is just so cute, simply adorable! Anyway, I hope some of the photos and videos of us dancing don't get posted on facebook. *cross fingers*

Its the long weekend, but I don't really feel excited about it. Why uh? No idea too.

Perhaps I should be more insensitive, afterall I am the one getting hurt, so why bother?

"Don't expect the unexpected, simply because it will never happen"
"The early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese"
"Don't raise your hopes too high, for you may just hit the ground with a bang"

How true are these statements.

Its another one of those days. Good night to me, since no one will read this. -)

Doing some serious financial planning. Savings..insurances..expenditures... How I wish there are more money..haha. Guess there is no choice other than to save save and save more.

A generally sad day. However, made slightly happier by receiving my first pay slip.